EXPLOITING WEAKNESS

I was made a perfect target for many predatory folks because of my childhood and the nonstop trauma that went with it.

I was made the perfect target for many predatory folks because of a coerced marriage at a tender age to a monster beyond description.

I was made the perfect target for many predatory folks because of my neurodivergence, the vary structure of my brain.

I was made the perfect target for many predatory folks because of my gender, and my station in... society, and the value men have placed upon such things.

I was made the perfect target for many predatory folks because no one stood up for me.

No one even tried to help me - at any point during the YEARS of abuse.

Instead, every open wound I carried was made a point of ingress for evil people to exploit, repeatedly.

However, the abuse, nor the denial, and silence, and other methods of perpetuating the abuse, were not caused by me.  They are merely the tools of tyrants and those who enslave and murder.

And that lack of backup, was NEVER down to me.  Not even a little bit.

I know this now.

The fact I was targeted again and again, BECAUSE I WAS A VICTIM, is down to the absolute vile nature of those who fed me - time and again - to wolves.

And yet... that which they wanted the most, my purity, my sanity, my God nature - is something they have been unable to permanently change.

Though they most definitely still try.

The silence and denial and refusal to see what my life means - what these experiences mean - speaks volumes about the predators AND their stooges - it speaks volumes about who and what they are.

I am in no way alone in being targeted, repeatedly.

Nor am I alone in speaking up and seeking justice. 

Because of what was done to me and because those around me either fell to apathy or their own greed, I am simply unwilling to give an inch when it comes to those who target our most vulnerable.

The fact predators have been acting with impunity, out in the open, does not mean they are untouchable, or that karma won't find them exactly where they are.

Therefore, I will continue to speak up, because what happened to me is inexcusable in any civilization, or you simply cannot call it a civilization.

I will continue to speak about what has happened to me - so that others have more fuel for their fires, for their personal revolutions.

And when it's time... restitution will be paid in full.

To pretend there isn't a price to pay for that which you extracted from me without consent is to lop off your own head, so to speak.

Consider me a tidal force, one that  won't be denied, and even if I should be murdered for what I'm saying and doing in the coming weeks, months, or even years, know one thing...

my message of brotherly love and responsibility - will endure longer than anything else you'll ever set your eyes upon.

FWIW: My message - should be your message too.

Raena Exe

“There are tides in the affairs of men, tides of restlessness and awareness; there are thin threads of thought that reach out across the distance and, like the threads of a weaver, are drawn together tight.”


Louis L'Amour

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