 “You must have chaos within you to give birth to a dancing star.” Friedrich Nietzsche She dances with chaos diamonds in her eyes she dances like firelight a half-moon lit by a thousand unholy sighs She dances in darkness a true creature of the night she draws the dewy dawn with a fervent delight She is the tremble the deluge the only reason you scream for refuge She dances like a pixie set afire a desire you can't contain or obtain she is the madness eating your brain She dances with destiny sparkling fate in her eyes she is the reason your treason will most definitely capsize Oh... just to realize the magic between her thighs to get crosswise of that bitter disguise Oh... heaven would beg to be so wise X 02/18/2023 © Raena Exe 2023 *All rights reserved
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 “You don't know what's happening on the other side of the wall, because you don't want to know.” James Baldwin THEY came for the mothers first. Pushing them into industry, relegating them to stations THEY deemed worth less... somehow, by some standards I have never quite figured out - except mothers are built differently, with organs made to grow not conquer. Then THEY told everyone the mothers were too emotional for power and authority, while at the same time THEY filled heads with nothing but stories of slavery, and subjugation, and the inevitable oblivion each mother must face. Because THEY had wiped the histories of all the mothers and grandmothers who'd ever come before, Histories of contributions no one would ever see. Only the white men built anything worth having - or so at least THEY repeatedly informed humanity, since as far back as any can recall. Yet some of humanity does remember. Some know the truth... that it was the birthing rooms, and endless meals, and sickbed nights that really built our future. THEY took the genocide of mothers and turned it into a funny story and Halloween decorations. THEY stole every aspect of femininity from THEIR mothers. And perverted it into only that which would sell the most. THEY drove human thinking, with every chance THEY had, into its most vile corners, always driving the bulk of humanity towards darker and darker thoughts, and deeds. No stories of heroism are real anymore, we have to question it all... and everyone... alike. We have been left bereft of nutrition for mind. We have been left poisoned in spirit. Many believe it was a coordinated attack - starting with the diet industry which fed the pharmaceutical industry which fed the medical industry... its false sense of godhood. It's too perfect to be accidental. The lines of people suddenly needing insulin tripling - just as the pharmaceutical industry has tripled the cost. THEY want humanity weak - in mind, body and spirit. THEY want humanity hurting and starving and desperate for work so that they can cover the basic needs of insurance. Insurance so costly no one can ever actually afford a doctor. THEY'VE given all the power to industry, turning men into nothing more than cogs in the wheel - each one as replaceable as the next. Just ask any misplaced CEO after a hostile takeover. No one is safe now. Except for the few who remain hidden from view. The ones who marionette the famous and the rich - the ones keeping everyone too sluggish to actually resist. With a media that lies and a government no one trusts it's just a matter of time now before it all rusts. The masses have all chosen their camps. The war is all but set. And so... I pen a reminder to all those who will eventually clean up this ungodly mess. It all started with the mothers. X 02/17/2023 © Raena Exe 2023 *All rights reserved  She moves like no other alternating from light to dark hopping, skipping, jumping over pieces as if she were some kinda lark Moving in tandem between darkness and light always seeing everything with that advantaged sight She moves in the open yet always comes as a surprise tho she often brings the instrument of your very demise She moves with purpose integrity and pride and for no one will she ever step aside For she moves for the children both born and unborn alike and only for a purpose does she strike Moving with kindness compassion and love she moves for a justice no one can ever dispose of Exe 02/13/2023 © Raena Exe 2023 *All rights reserved  He's too old to be cute. Too scarred to be romantic. Too mean to be wise, and too dumb to be heartwarming. All he has left - is the violence he sells - like stale hotdogs sold after the game. It's blatant - in your face - vengeance turned into immoral rage. But nobody seems to notice this man's pathetic cage. Cept him. So he keeps to the shadows, he keeps to the night. He does his best to remain out of sight. Unless it's scripted - smiles and laughter. This man - who nobody is after. He sits atop a throne of the dead - dead poets , dead storytellers who were never seen for the greedy gleam in his rapidly yellowing eyes. This party, then the next - mixing it up - as only a pretend killer can. This man and his twice-empty hands. What do you suppose it'll take for him to finally make a moral stand? Too old to be cute. Too dumb to be kind. This man... who set out to make this world a landmine for any and all who follow behind. What karma does the wholesale of death provoke? What demons... my dude, have you awoke? X 02/06/2023 *besides me.
 The sound of little feet drifting through the wind these are the days we'll always "remember when?" The noise of laughter, the playful screams these are the sounds which stitch our lives with so many wonderful seams The tussles, the scrapes, the tears and then the cuddles this is the way our team learns the importance of huddles The anger, the fights, the disillusioned nights these are the moments we learn to forgive and accept each other's rights The love, the light, the devotion through any endeavor these are the ways our family builds forever These are the ways love transcends time with patience and hope and the determination to together make the climb. X 02/05/2023 #WithSoMuchLove #AndGratitude  “And I learned what is obvious to a child. That life is simply a collection of little lives, each lived one day at a time. That each day should be spent finding beauty in flowers and poetry and talking to animals. That a day spent with dreaming and sunsets and refreshing breezes cannot be bettered.” Nicholas Sparks  Sociopathic predators push your family and friends away by harassing them, making up lies about you, and manipulating them into thinking you're crazy. They do this because they know a real relationship would get in the way of their main focus (often a high-powered job) so instead, they attempt to create an imaginary relationship - one they can control every aspect of. Sociopathic Predators - 19 Easy-to-Spot Traits: 1. Lies and manipulation - the sociopathic predator NEEDS to control the narrative at ALL COST and is willing to cross any line to feel like they are in control. 2. Fast Talkers - sociopathic predators talk fast using many many many words - to cover up their shit behavior. Often though their actions refuse to match their words and public image. 3. Fake positive - sociopathic predators just love to give extreme positive feedback, like... "You're Amazing!" even when you both know it really was no big deal. This is a grooming technique, so it's easier for you to look past their complete lack of morals, values, and compassion. 4. Blame is their game - sociopathic predators never say "sorry", and they never take the blame, and whenever they can - SPs are perfectly okay with shaming their victims into taking the blame for them. ("They should have known it was a fake account." "Only stupid people fall for that." - Sound familiar?) 5. They are super judgemental - sociopathic predators love to make derogatory and belittling comments about age, weight, gender, etc. without a single thought. On the flip-side - if you do or say anything against them - the SP will fly off the handle at the drop of a hat. 6. Bounce baby bounce - sociopathic predators (SP for short) will bounce from charm to threats in an instant. There aren't any conversations about uncomfortable things with sociopathic predators. There are people who tiptoe around the SP, and when they do accidentally say something that triggers the SP - they run for cover. There are no heart-to-hearts with an SP. 7. Charm in spades - the sociopathic predator will say anything to anyone so long as it leaves them dominating the situation. Spotting a weakness - the sociopathic predator will use it any way they can - to try to bend you into compliance. Often... once they learn about your deepest fears they use these very things against you. (Again - this sounding familiar.... to anyone? Anyone at all?) 8. Your gut will warn you about an SP. 9. That's one charming pig! - SPs are also typically sexually deviant - willing to stick it in anything, anywhere, at any time. The crazier the better. Combined with a total lack of guilt, remorse, emotional attachment, or empathy - sociopathic predators tend to hurt people in the most cruel and inhuman ways. 10. Addictive Behavior - It's proven that sociopathic predators are often addicted to sex, drugs, booze, gambling, and many other things... all at once. Can you say "super spreader"? 11. Impulsivity all the way - SPs are often considered 'fun' by those who haven't graduated beyond an 8th grade mentality. Yet it's more than fun with a sociopathic predator - it's also insane and reckless, as SPs have a hard time with any sort of boundaries. 12. Attention is their fuel - sociopathic predators don't like being alone and will often drag their sorry asses out to any function at all - in order to feed of off the attention they've grown to rely on - like fuel. They say it's because they easily get bored - but really it's because they can't stand the sound of their own voice in their head. 13. Liar Liar Pants on Fire - sociopathic predators LIE and they expect you to be just fine with that. In fact, they will get mad at you and blame you if you don't easily digest any ol' stupid lie they throw at you. Regardless of the obviousness of it. That's why people often think sociopathic predators are as dumb as a box of rocks. 14. Self-Sensitive-Babies - sociopathic predators can not handle criticism. It just ain't gonna fly like that. In fact, the very worst thing you can do to a sociopathic predator - is to get other folks to laugh at them. It really drives them fricking crazy. Honestly though, sociopathic predators feel entitled to praise and admiration, and are very quick to anger when someone calls them out on anything. 15. SECRETIVE SHITS - sociopathic predators love power - or the illusion of power when all else fails - therefore, secrets and secret handling often becomes a favorite tool of the SP. 16. Cruelty is no big deal - to the sociopathic predator. In fact... they don't seem to comprehend on an emotional level the damage their actions sometimes have. They could slam your face into a wall, break your nose, and then get mad at you because you're late for dinner. 17. Rationalizing the hurt - sociopathic predators are going to try to excuse the damage they cause, they're gonna try to frame it as - ALL YOUR FAULT. Cuz that's what assholes do. (Are you seeing it - now???) 18. Irritable assholes - sociopathic predators often get into physical altercations (just like any stunted 8th grader might) - often their bodies are marked by these fights... scars that tell many stories of rage and violence. 19. Deception for personal gain - sociopathic predators are all about the Benjamins. Follow the money - if you ever want to know where a sociopathic predator's heart really lies. Ways to deal with a sociopathic predator: 1. Remove them from your life. 2. You can't fix them - seriously - get them out of your life ASAP. 3. Don't make ANY agreements or deals with a SOCIOPATHIC PREDATOR - just don't. Once we ALL can recognize the signs of the morally bankrupt and socially destructive sociopathic predators we can all begin the process of healing. Until then, and so long as we continue to glorify these con-artists and serial killers - WE will continue to have a FUCKED UP SOCIETY. Ya? *It's time we all start telling the truth.  O, while you live, tell truth and shame the devil! We come to this place for the first time knowing we've walked through these gates before a hell where every dance floor is turned into an encore of war We know the smell well that death knell the stairwell we took to another floor thinking we'd simply come to explore more But we fell like so many abandoned dreams dried in an inkwell all of them spelled by my personal infidel my dinner bell My everything in one crazy nutshell We come to this place once again looking to amend the pretend that's caused us all to descend to upend to miscomprehend We come to know it for the first time as it never was to insert a clause to fix the faux pas we've stitched with glory and applause thinking it was gauze We come knowing this is how we set caged birds free we, the eternal escapees filigreed in gold singing songs of the untold both reckless and bold We come to make a brand new mold X 02/03/2023 © Raena Exe 2023 *All rights reserved  We hit 7000 and wait Shelby's ghost whispering this time... this time it's fate as wind rattles dirges on the doors we, who fill the night sky like wild spores the blisters in the night children born of the fight always looking towards that distant light we pray as our car becomes a kite 7000 and the race is done Shelby's ghost as always sitting shotgun for one last run Shelby and his Sprite that wright, who dared dance beneath a midnight sun who dared it all and won X 02/02/2023 © Raena Exe 2023 *All rights reserved  Two-by-two we carry the light our highest delight for we embolden sight Two-by-two we sing the song we bang the gong we play along showin' em all a new way to be strong Two-by-two we laugh and dance we spin the bottle we fall into chance like a trance we throw the lance Two-by-two we shed the pain like driving rain or a hijacked train caught in refrain one minute past the arcane a reign... that beats in our veins Two-by-two we come unglued planting our brood at an altitude few could ever construe a magnitude beyond anything anyone will ever conclude Two-by-two just me and you. X 02/02/2023 © Raena Exe 2023 *All rights reserved  Money talks
But it don't sing and dance And it don't walk Long as I can have you Here with me, I'd much rather be Forever in blue jeans Honey's sweet But it ain't nothin' next to baby's treat And if you pardon me I'd like to say We'd do okay Forever in blue jeans Maybe tonight Maybe tonight by the fire All alone you and I Nothing around But the sound of my heart And your sighs Money talks But it can't sing and dance And it can't walk And long as I can have you Here with me, I'd much rather be Forever in blue jeans, babe And honey's sweet But it ain't nothin' next to baby's treat And if you pardon me I'd like to say We'd do okay Forever in blue jeans Maybe tonight Maybe tonight by the fire All alone you and I Nothing around But the sound of my heart And your sighs Money talks But it don't sing and dance And it don't walk Long as I can have you Here with me I'd much rather be Forever in blue jeans And if you pardon me I'd like to say we'd do okay Forever in blue jeans, babe And long as I can have you Here with me, I'd much rather be Forever in blue jeans, babe Neil Diamond & Chico Bennett 1978 |
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