I don't need no backbone
I don't need no pride
I don't need someone
in which to confide
I don't need no helping hand
or a place to stand

I don't need my fellow man
equality,
frivolity, morality, or grace
I don't even need faith

I don't need tomorrow
I don't need today
I don't need a voice
asking me to stay
I don't need a say

I don't need to believe
I don't need to hope
I don't need to cling (anymore)
to this worn and splintered rope

I don't need justice
I don't need peace
I don't need care
or medical relief

I don't need
an end to this grief





Exe
12/26/2022

{JANUARY 25, 2023 UPDATE:  The same day my online stalker contacted my employer (November 17, 2022) via Twitter, I was fired from my job (of nearly a year) - while on leave for medical reasons.  Fired via a cold and impersonal email. 

My employer did not give my stalker's tweet as a reason for terminating my employment, nor did they inform me of the contact (which I only became aware of 12/24/2022).

However, they did provide what I believe are totally trumped up (and really lame) excuses for my termination   - my lawyer agrees. 

Please understand, this stalker has taken out his personal vendeta against me for the better part of 4 years (begining and continuing throughout a time I was fighting for my life).  A vendeta witnessed and sanctioned by folks like Brian O'Malley, HBO, HBOPR, Andrew Baird, Garth Breytenbach, and the official RAISED BY WOLVES Twitter account. 

And yet... without a single conversation Mr. Louis Grachos, the Philips Director of SITE Santa FE, chose to fire me.  This... right after a rave review (October 15, 2022) from Ms. Clara Samayoa, the Deputy Director of SITE Santa Fe, just a month prior (details to come shortly). 

So, now because this man and his vendeta have been allowed to continue unimpeeded - I am ONCE AGAIN left to sort out his brand of terrorism on my own.  And so I shall...  Best get ready.}


A few years back my Twitter stalker sent photos of me to my Facebook friends.  Sexy photos I had only shared on Twitter (an account followed by strangers).  As a person who suffers from social anxiety already it was enough to get me to shut down my brand new Facebook account (an account followed by mostly old friends and family).  Further isolating me.

This is what they do.

They harass and bother you from so many weird directions you don't know whom to trust.

At the same time I was constantly receiving Facebook validation codes that I never requested.

So, I googled myself... and found out my phone number was listed by some obscure online database company.

I changed my number.

Then my Apple ID got hacked.

Just before all of this I had begun picking on a fake celebrity account on Twitter that had duped me into years of personal and private DMs.

After realizing my stupidity, I started to wonder about the fake account's motives to talk sexually.

And how this seemingly sanctioned account always led folks to believe it was the 'real deal'.

Still, to this day, most of the commenters on this fake account believe the account holder is the actor himself, in stealth.

So, I complained on the only platform I knew I could be heard - Twitter. 

I sent many DMs to HBO and HBOPR explaining how fake accounts would attack me every time I pointed out the very real damaging psychological effect the 'lure-and drag routine' the 'Managed Account For Fans of The Actor' was fostering in its 10k followers.

Silence.

Keep in mind, this 'Managed Account For Fans of The Actor' routinely allowed imposter accounts to copy and retweet its posts for YEARS.  And only started to crack down on this activity AFTER I started harassing it, demanding it reveal the true operator and intentions of the account.  (You see, it's absolute crap at marketing and totally unbelievable as any real PR attempt.  You'll note it gains followers at a rate of about 1 per week.)

Since 2018 this 'Managed Account for Fans' kept everyone up to date on the actor's real-time movements (from country to country), further supplying imposter accounts with much needed information in order to continue duping the actor's faithful fans out of their hard-earned money, and possibly their clothes.

This 'Managed Account for Fans" did nothing, in fact, to warn fans of the cost of interacting with these fake accounts - again - until I began pointing out the 'Managed Accounts' complicity in their criminal activity.

Three times this 'Managed Account for Fans" posted a pinned Tweet - warning fans that 'the actor does not ask fans to purchase fan cards or send crypto currency'.  NEVER has the 'Managed Account' informed ANY of its followers that the actor does not do 'Meet & Greets' arranged via the internet - even though many fan tweets suggested this was the main driver behind many of the criminal connections.

Nor has this 'Managed Account' warned it's followers not to send photos to these fake accounts - even though that is also another known ploy of the #fakeactor accounts.

In fact, this 'Managed Account' still to this day promotes a Twitter account that believes the actor can be reached via another 9-year-old Twitter account - that simply offers an email contact.  (NINE YEARS!  Unquestioned, unreported, allowed to collect, sort and tend to fan emails for the actor.)

The 'Managed Account' often retweets and replies to this fan - but has NEVER ONCE corrected her misguided assumption that the Twitter account she's promoting for the actor is not in deed him.  (Does he in fact know who owns this account?  Why isn't #theactor saying?  Why is he leaving it up to fans to figure what is real?  What is trustworthy?  Obviously the things I said to the 'Managed Account' were not held in confidence as other accounts have used my same exact words against me.)

Despite continuing to say he 'does not do social medial' #theactor again and again has chosen to link his work, projects, and friends, and new business (Beer) - to previous Twitter connections he's been denying are his.

Plainly, #theactor has been attempting to curate his pond of fishes.  Something he continues to do, as reporters continue to address his 'managed twitter' account as a legitimate source for 'the actor'.

And #theactor clearly wants us to think he's got people 'on it' - through his associations of different 'Scam Accounts' that were created with the express purpose of legitimizing some of the twitter accounts - while calling out a few of the innocuous ones.

However, the true motive of these Scam Alerts accounts is plainly evident when you look at its MO.

By pointing fingers at the only person (me) who is demanding the legitimization of all 'actor run and approved accounts' - and attempting to ruin not only my personal but my professional life as well.

Sadly, instead of anyone taking protective action against what seemed like an account motivated by duping fans into sending sexually explicit DMs and legitimizing other known scam accounts - I was attacked by the actor's 'fans'.

These so-called 'fans' of the actor tweeted openly about the color of my countertops, my location, and every movement they could decipher, because I dared to question UNVERIFIED Twitter accounts.

Keep in Mind:  These SAME UNVERIFIED Twitter accounts were all associated with the actor's real-time employers, friends, and the establishments he went to (especially during the 2018-2019 time-frame) where establishments he'd just frequented referred to him on Twitter by this same UNVERIFIED handle.  A Twitter handle who wanted to DM about Tantric sex, and me dressing up in sexy nun's costumes.

There were also pop-up accounts, which sent all kinds of harassing DMs - and public tweets - which I over-and-over tried to get someone to pay attention to from ANY official camp.

Silence.

Over-and-over again I #TheActorsName demanding some kind of protective response, not only in regards to the harassment I was receiving, but also in regards to the actor 'managed' and 'friend created' accounts that were playing emotional and mental havoc on his loyal and loving fans - daily - and for years.

Silence.

Still, to this day, no one from his management team has inquired as to the depth or scope of this  harassment.

Even though most of the Twitter attacks used sexually-based language.  And the pictures they sent to my Facebook friends were the more sensual ones.

Over and over again I was forced to ask myself:

1.  What are the motives of these 4 UNVERIFIED accounts?
2.  Why isn't the actor doing anything to protect these people?

All I have ever asked for is that these fake accounts be held responsible for the emotional and mental damage they are having on their victims.  I for one would never have spent so much time and energy on that account if I had known there was only a soulless predator behind it.  Nor would I have shared such personal and private information.

Still... I ask:

1.  What are the motives? 
2.  How can anyone know until the account holders are revealed?

Fighting for safety on the internet should not have to be this hard. 

More than my money, these accounts robbed me of my mental and emotional health at a very delicate time when I was fighting some very serious health issues.

And even though it costs me dearly, I will continue to protest, because standing up for myself and the women who even today are sending nude pictures to fake accounts - is the right thing to do.



Raena Exe



*Due to this stalking threat I had to shut down my LinkedIn account, along with other avenues of employment, years ago.

**The irreparable harm these thieves of life who hide behind anonymous accounts and fake personalities have done to me and my family is incalculable.

***Justice will have her day.