“You are fettered," said Scrooge, trembling. "Tell me why?"
"I wear the chain I forged in life," replied the Ghost. "I made it link by link, and yard by yard; I girded it on of my own free will, and of my own free will I wore it.”


Charles Dickens

Right now our world is working against the optimal health of our bodies. 

Personally, in the higher order of things - I believe this is happening so that catalyst can be offered in ever increasing waves in order to get folks to prepare for harvest.

And no... I'm not talking about the kind of harvest Gates, Elon, or the Saudis have in mind.

I'm talking about the natural movement of conscious awareness from states of lower energy into higher states of energy - think electrons jumping orbit or even a nerve impulse as it travels from your brain to your finger and visa versa.

Movement of sufficiently charged electrons is what sustains not only life but also conscious evolution.

Our bodies store fear, anger, and other deleterious emotions - in our connective tissues and organs.  We can get a deep tissue massage and suddenly start crying, not because the emotions are cognitive, but because the stored 'bracing for impact' which our body maintained as a mechanism of self defense after a hostile event, is finally being released.

From the toxins we are exposed to in our food, water, and entertainment - to the toxins we are exposed to in our relationships - at work and at home - most humans today are full of energy blockages - which the pharmaceutical companies want to sell you a 'quick fix' for.  Unfortunately their 'quick fixes'  hardly ever work as prescribed and always (ALWAYS) come with an unintended consequence.

Because the real work is in working on ourselves.

Even if you are diagnosed with some major illness - the body always has to heal itself.  The doctors and procedures, and drugs are only there to aid the body in healing.

Ultimately - it is up to each of us to find out how to release our stored trauma without holding onto the bad and negative feelings we have associated with it.  It is our job to understand the brokenness of those who have harmed and continue to harm us - and not take it as a personal attack, but rather see them for their own malfunctions.

The more we can detach emotionally from the negative actions of others, including those at a societal and structural level, the more we can action on the insight we do get.

The more we remain in the knee-jerk moment, in the soup of cortisol and adrenaline, the more we entangle ourselves in the problem, which drastically limits our ability to function properly.

Right now even seeing qualified doctors has been withheld from many of us, because of lack of insurance, or predatory 'health' providers who benefit most from not helping us...

and I think this is because the universe wants us to stop trusting others to do what we are supposed to do for ourselves.

I'm not saying we don't deserve medical care, quite the opposite.  But what modern medicine is offering in the US is not health care and it certainly is not medical care - it's a predatory system where money is the prime motivator.

So long as that is true, the remedy we seek via this avenue might prove to be more harmful than beneficial.

Personally, I've been harmed way more by those with medical degrees than I have ever been helped by them.

And in the end, I healed myself from many of the symptoms that plagued me - due to the toxins in our food, water, and environment.

But that does not mean I am healed.  That is a path I continue to walk as I learn more and more about how my body interacts with the world, and what it needs (which has almost always been contrary to standard advice) in order to thrive.

Focusing only on the failures of the medical industry would have meant I most likely would not have survived.  Focusing on the medical industry to fix me would surely have left me dead, or worse.

Instead, I took a beat, took personal responsibility to learn what my genetic condition really means (from sources in Australia and New Zealand - as their medical care is miles ahead of ours) and I took responsibility for accepting the consumer brands I had been relying on for things like bread, soup base, canned goods and other staples - were all poisoning me - intentionally - for profit.

I had to learn to bake sourdough bread and cook from the basics like dried beans and grains from family-owned mills.  I had to strip away all items sold as healthy and convenient, and then whack a path through a forest of bad information in order to be healthy.

And I'm glad I was motivated to do so, especially as I look around at others who are still lost in the sauce, still looking to others to be an aid in their progression towards health.

Inside each of us is the ability to heal and the ability to accept.  Because not all problems can be healed, but they all must be accepted in order for us to become balanced and able to handle the higher instreamings of conscious energy.

I might always make excessive scar tissue, my skin might always be fragile and too elastic for its own good, and that might cause me to look funny for the rest of my life... and that too is a spiritual catalyst - because God needs to know I don't define myself by my outward appearance.

I define myself by how much and and well I love - you - and everyone else - despite whatever you may have done to me.

But this love... is detached from attachment.  Your life path is yours, for you to walk.  I hold no responsibility for your happiness nor your fulfillment - and that...

is possibly the most healing thing we can say to everyone in our lives (unless they are our children).

Stop asking for permission to be whole, healthy, wealthy, and happy.

Those are your Divine rights - and the frequency of that reality is well within your grasp.

Yes, we need to fix healthcare in the US, we need to make it whole and healthy - but ironically we cannot do that until the healers in our society all take time to heal themselves first - mentally, physically, and spiritually.

Namaste,
The Storyteller

In a bit I'm going to post what a good doctor's visit should look like, and provide you with a great example of what one should not look like.  Based on stuff like science AND research.  Crazy, huh?

In the meantime, as I gather my thoughts, I'd like you to consider whether or not your healthcare providers are consulting you about the PLETHORA of environmental toxins, poisons, and 'allergens' you are being intentionally exposed to in everything from your drinking water to your morning eggs, and how they are absolutely affecting little things like... your central and peripheral nervous systems.

Because, if your doctor isn't asking about your exposure, and providing treatment plans to avoid future exposure and to minimize the damage already done... you MUST ask yourself - whether that's because they won't or because they can't.

If they won't... they's evil.  They are actively choosing not to treat you for or even inform you of KNOWN dangers.

And if they can't... they's too stupid to take care of you.

It really is as simple as that.

Environmental toxins and poisons (such as forever chemicals, glyphosate, and titanium dioxide) are well known, and their deleterious effects well documented - because they are affecting BILLIONS around the world - and if YOUR healthcare provider is NOT including information or a treatment plan to address these types of intentional poisonings - you are simply not receiving adequate care. 

There is absolutely no in-between when it comes to chemicals outlawed in MANY of the world's healthiest countries - chemicals with WELL KNOWN AND DOCUMENTED SIDE EFFECTS.

American healthcare can no longer pick and choose which conditions are treated and which ones are relegated to silence and suffering.

Take back control and demand to be treated as a whole person living within an extremely toxic environment.

Oh... and... if you happen to be a healthcare provider... you will want to address the above - prior to the class action lawsuits that are incoming.

Because - y'all should have spent as much time learning WHO was providing your education and WHY, as you did memorizing drug names and their kickback schedules.

Till Next Time,
The Storyteller

It wasn't just incompetence in dealing with a so-called 'rare genetic condition' which kept Presbyterian Hospitals and doctors from treating me - it was their predatory nature.

From clear forms of retaliation to clearly ignoring crucial medical data in favor of demanding adherence to uniformed speculation - Presbyterian has harmed my health in MANY WAYS.

Ways I will be elucidating clearly as I have the time.

Other things I will be covering:
Why medical monopolies exist.
Why medical professionals are blatantly ignorant.
Why entitlement fuels cruelty - which fuels the epidemic they are willingly entrenching us in.
Why we don't just need a revolution - but a complete systems rewrite.

The systems that have kept this predatory and incompetent healthcare system afloat are collapsing.

Their model was based upon exploitation - which is never sustainable indefinitely.

What will replace it? Especially in places like New Mexico - where I suspect quality care has been driven out quite intentionally.

Trying to do as Descartes did, trying to examine this problem in pieces, is not going to yield any more quality information - than - it's broken.

We need to look at why it broke in the first place.

So, check back from time to time, as I go over all of the ways modern healthcare, especially monopolized healthcare, is set up to do more harm than good.

And, check out the life expectancy in the US - as compared to the 48 countries that rank above us, in your free time.  It's quite eye-opening.

What you've been told, and what they continue to tell you - is aggregated information sorted and sifted to make themselves as untouchable as possible, as they steal your money, time, mental health, AND motivation.

It's time we learn what healthcare really means, and why We The People of the United States do not have access to it.

Namaste,
The Storyteller

I was always hurting myself, dislocating my kneecaps, hyper-extending my joints, dislocating my shoulder, and I was always sick with some sort of tummy issue.

I was told I was making it up most of the time.  "You look fine to me," I was told, as we shuffled off to our next home, in yet another town where I didn't know anyone.

If I took sick and couldn't go to school my parents would leave me with random neighbors... people they didn't really know and never really talked to.

From as far back as I can recall, as a tiny little girl - doctors experimented on me - only to tell my mom and dad there was nothing wrong with me - horrible, painful, extremely invasive experiments.

I was always throwing up, always too sick to participate in my own life... but somehow, if you asked my family, my doctors, my teachers, and even my friends... I was just a hypochondriac.

So, when my Achilles tendon snapped and I was rushed to the hospital, I wasn't shocked when I was berated for being in "too much pain" in the ER.  All that prior neglect and abuse had conditioned me to think I was only worthy of sub-standard care.

That's why I didn't call the state medical board when my surgeon and my anesthesiologists made fun of me when I told them I wake up early from anesthesia - which I did, in the surgical theater, while they were making jokes about it.  

As it turned out, I didn't just snap my Achilles - I had torn over six-inches of it in half, because I have a genetic condition that causes me to make faulty collagen.  So, half of my Achilles had gotten stuck to the massive amounts of scar tissues I had built up over the years.  I had to get a new Achilles from a cadaver donor. 

As it turns out - It was hypermobile Elhers-Danlos Syndrome that had caused all of my symptoms all along, and that's why I was always sick as a child.

Sadly, it would be another five years before I would finally learn about hEDS and seven before I got the official diagnosis.

You see, as it turns out, I have always had clear markers for my genetic condition, I have always showed the proper symptoms that should have given any trained doctor enough to make a diagnosis, and yet, they were always over-looked and brushed off as inconsequential, even by a plastic surgeon who should have her licensed revoked for how much pain and suffering she caused in my life by simply being unaware of a disorder 2% of the population share.

But the sad truth is, I have been treated with almost zero professionalism from the healthcare industry because I have always been the odd one, the one that didn't fit neatly into their college text-book descriptions, and... because - as we are all finding out now - I am a woman, and according to traditional healthcare knowledge - women are known to make up their suffering in order to get attention.

After I tore my Achilles I had no idea how I was going to fight back enough health to be able to take care of my basic survival needs, because I had already, for months, been dealing with other severe connective tissue issues, other injuries and infections that threatened my life over the entirety of 2018.

I was always terrified, always in survival mode, because I had no idea how I was going to surmount my growing injuries that were simply being ignored and brushed off by medical professionals who were clearly empowered to do so.

Every day I was in incredible pain, and desperate to hide it, because pain is so very unpalatable, especially if you are trying to make money.  And especially if you are trying to fit in.

But trying to fake normalcy while not having enough money for water, or propane, or food, while stuck in a body that won't help, is nearly impossible.

So, I tried my best to smile, to cheer, to pretend, and then a new body part would fail.

The medical industry hasn't just failed me, and people like me.  It's been failing all of us - our entire lives.

Personally, I have over a dozen mortifying stories about gross malpractice and worse, that I have endured while being a zebra in a world that only recognizes horses.

And I know there are millions and millions of other women out there with similar stories, of being harmed, intentionally, by the folks who are supposed to heal us, but instead laughed in our faces, ridiculed us, and in every way made our health an even bigger problem for us to deal with.

There are so many of us who have witnessed firsthand the absolute banality of evil that resides in the heart of too many healthcare professionals, those on the floor, and those behind desks.

There's is a world built almost entirely on lies and ego, and resembles almost nothing of what a healing attitude should look like.

And they know it.

Right now, healthcare industry leaders know theirs is a charlatan industry that has relied upon false information and science to the detriment of their customers, and that one day those customers might join together in class action lawsuits.

I have suffered ENORMOUSLY my entire life because of incompetent, lazy, and greedy people who were handed too much power and too little information.  People who more closely resembled the test subjects in the Stanford Prison Experiment than they did members of a healing profession - whose motto is "First - do no harm".

I have lost more than words will ever be able to express, more than could ever be rectified - at the hands of greedy, lazy, inept and incompetent people, who wore the title 'healer' as if it was a title from God Himself.

And I am not the only one.

The tide is rising, the banks are over-run.

The time for humanity has begun.

Consider joining a class action lawsuit if you have also been harmed by the medical-industrial-complex.



Namaste
The Storyteller

I can only guess why I was intentionally and repeatedly excluded from treatment for my genetic condition by a number of healthcare workers at Presbyterian, however, after months and months of my medical needs being ridiculed and mocked, of being terrorized and literally tortured physically by the folks who were obligated (both financially and morally) to take care of me, the best way they could, I have been forcefully driven away from medical care. 

In fact, I can honestly say, I am currently suffering from untreated complex post traumatic syndrome due to the treatment they have provided me over the course of many years.

My only recourse, is to heal myself enough to be able to seek out new care, and to find the words required to adequately describe what is going on, and why I believe it has been happening for a very long time now. 

I am sharing my journey here, openly, and very honestly, with no other motive than to provide useful information for the people who suffer from this extremely painful genetic condition, as well as provide usable data for the few care providers who are actually interested in caring for these unique and deserving people.

In this I also hope the information I provide will inspire others hurt by the greed and incompetence of today's healthcare workers and systems into forming several Class Action Lawsuits in order to sort out this very complex and extremely important problem, so that medical institutions and insurance companies will no longer be able to use chronically ill people as both scapegoat for their incompetence, and as a tool for their greed.

You will be able to find more information about the class action lawsuits I believe are necessary in order to create a society where social responsibility does not just fall upon those with the least resources, by clicking my "Class Action" tab.  This is where you will find many potential class action lawsuits and why I think they are viable options for US citizens to take back their sovereignty.

So long as illness is for profit - we will not see an end to suffering.

Kindest Regards,

Raena Exe
The Storyteller