NOT AFRAID OF THE LIGHT

“It is not for me to judge another man's life. I must judge, I must choose, I must spurn, purely for myself. For myself, alone.”

Herman Hesse

I see now...

so much more than I ever did before.  Not that I understand it... mind you.  But I see more, now that my heart is wider, my feet firmer, and my shoulders more square.

I can take more of the light now.   More of the radiance - which in its brilliance illuminates.

And boy howdy!  Does it ever illuminate... in ever growing increments of clarity.

And that's the thing... the ticket to ride, as it were. 

Cuz... most people prefer the dark. 

Some... who turn a blind eye to their coworker or family member they know is a bad person, some who prefer to ignore where their money actually comes from, some who bet on others to lose...

they are afraid... terrified really, of the light - of exposure.  Of folks seeing them, and more importantly - them seeing themselves - in full daylight.

Some... don't want to see anymore evil.  Some were drenched in its embrace and only just escaped... and for them the light simply reveals too many monsters to deal with.

I was one of the latter.  I was exhausted from just surviving.  I didn't have the strength to embrace the full spectrum of light because I knew within it - were real life monsters.

Then God took my hand.  God showed me there is so much more in the light than darkness could ever hope to hold.

Seeing evil and its machinations for what they are is part of the burden of being 'enlightened'.

Watching as the darkness holds sway in some, and you can do nothing about it - is a test, and it takes practice in order to pass it.

Conscious human evolution is mental - its the internal struggle between frequency bandwidths.  And for a very very very long time I did not have the bandwidth to hold the light.  Fear kept pulling me back under.

In the light everything is revealed.  In the light there are no mistakes.  In the light there is orchestrated movement, not overwhelming chaos. 

The light orders the chaos, and for some... who have dwelt as gods within the darkness... that is a sting they cannot bear.

The light holds more knowledge than all the atoms in the Universe, and it is forever denied to those who cannot sit within the storm and hold the frequency of love/light - for that is the threshold.

Our time, humanity's time is now.  The old gods have all come to watch.

Can you feel them?  They are dancing in the clouds, waiting for someone to call their name with a challenge worthy of this time.

Or are you still content to stay in the darkness and play pretend?


Your choices matter more than you could ever possibly know.

Spend them wisely.

Namaste,
The Storyteller



“We are our choices.”  J.P. Sartre

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