I did not come unprotected. For he too fell. In a blaze of gamma rays... my eternal protector. Not soft not pleasing to the eye my guide is nothings easy to see and far-far less easy to be For he is fire incarnate a soul forged deep within our very own sun though, my childhood friend he was always destined to become. Teide and me... and together the future we seed. X 01/27/2025 "It does not do to leave a live dragon out of you calculations, if you live near him." J.R.R. Tolken The slumbering Titans have awoken this, my child is no mere token For She has spoken drum drum beats on Our ethereal plum that non-plus-sum For in the beginning there was only Chaos from whose primordial mischief Our eternal Titans rose Yet one alone is meant to compose Mnemosyne, mother of Our muses eternally amuses as she scolds us all for our blatant abuses What was, what is, what will always be Mnemosyne has always seen Yet I dare you to dream child of Mine dream of all that can yet be made sublime by a much better design My most influential mind dancing spinning learning growing one more beat and then you're eternally glowing. X 1/6/2025 © Raena Exe 2025 *All rights reserved. "The law of harvest is to reap more than you sow. Sow an act, you reap a habit. Sow a habit and you reap a character. Sow a character and you reap a destiny." James Allen Dear David, While I hold no hope that you (a person who most likely has classic NPD) will read the following, I do know enough folks who do not have NPD will. Though you have set up barriers of what you deem is protection from the faults of your investment properties (Diddy, Fimmel, etc) you are bitterly mistaken if you think dumping your trash on unsuspecting people will go unnoticed. The fact is - you invested a great deal on Dune Prophecy - all while knowing your lead actor is incompetent, a drunk, and most likely a sexual predator. (Numerous photos paint a very accurate picture of the man, I think.) Also, there is simply no way that you, David Zaslav, did not understand HBO Max's involvement in the targeted stalking, harassment, and WORSE taking place for years on Social Media - in most of your promoted celebrities' names. How do I know? Because your TV show portfolio is 1/100 of what it was a decade ago. You, David, very much know every major move your subsidiaries are making, and more importantly you control the deciding vote. However, what you probably did not count on, while you were using Fimmel's former model-good-looks to lure in trafficking victims (my guess only), was Diddy and Calvin Klein's truest nature being exposed so prolifically. Not that you, david, are at all surprised by Fimmel's 2000 & 2001 connections to Diddy & JLo. In fact, my guess is that the WB arranged it all, being his 'special handlers' and all. Now... I may not have proof as to who runs all those bait and trap sites you and your BILLION DOLLAR company not only tolerate, but empower, but I do have proof you did NOTHING to stop them, and that you benefited from the harming of Fimmel's fans - and have done so - his ENTIRE CAREER. Icky... isn't it? Knowing the buck stops with you, Mr. Zaslav? You and your bachelorette wife. Here are a few more things you might want to consider before truly empathic and educated folks who are tied into your image get wind of what y'all been up to: WB Discovery seems to like filming their HIGH BUDGET PRODUCTIONS in high human trafficking regions. Just like they spent their CONSIDERABLE marketing money in a country with over a MILLION known slaves. The truth is, David Zaslav, you have no honor or integrity, and your entire plan for the future of the WB is simply more crap (like Dune) - which exploits and dehumanizes more than it ever inspires. The truth is, the WB made men like Fimmel and Diddy - men who arrange their lives in such a way as to never take responsibility or accountability for their atrocious and very questionable actions. Just because you've copyrighted more than 10,000 of Fimmel's photos doesn't mean the truth isn't out there, Davey boy. I mean... did you really think the same folks you were busy lying to and exploiting would hang on after they realized just what your plans for their 'entertainment' really are? Come on. You can't be that stupid. The future is beyond your comprehension, and it shows. Make amends - or watch as you lay to rest any chance of a positive legacy the sadistic Ted Turner III had hoped for his life's work. Regards, The Storyteller (a woman with considerably bigger balls than you have.) 12.22.2024 They want what they did to you to be forgotten, brushed under the rug, and never mentioned again.
Don't let them. They want to keep abusing old systems meant for abuse, without anyone noticing. Don't let them. They want to take from our most vulnerable, our young women and men, our girls and our boys. Don't let them. They want to distract you with fake images and storylines meant to drive you insane. Don't let them. They want to confuse your loyalties, make your forget your honor. Don't let them. They want to excuse the hurt they've caused, and somehow make it all your fault. Don't let them. They want to bury you underneath their ego and their vanity, no matter the cost. Don't let them. I know you're tired. I know you have lost hope in the decency of humanity. I know you see only the evil men who have played gods, while their owners raped our people and our lands. I know your pain. But still. Don't let them win. Our souls will not pay the price of their sins. X 12/02/2024 For all the silent watchers: you've tipped your hand. There's a breed among us who enjoy the suffering of others. It's clear in the way our society is weeping tears of blood. These sadistic monsters enjoy inflicting pain (just like my former bosses at SITE Santa Fe). How do I know? Because I've watched them do it. I've watched these power starved and morally emaciated villains hurt and harm others for their own enjoyment. The Board of Directors of the multi-million-dollar museum SITE Santa Fe, for example, are most likely all sadistic monsters - because who else would ask a cruel and incompetent woman like Clara Samayoa to run their museum? Who else would push through their hollow agendas using a spineless, clueless, imbecile like Louis Grachos to do it? Personally, I bet their questionable numbers is what keeps that sadistic family together. No... Clara Samayoa, Louis Grachos, and the entire Board of Directors at SITE Santa Fe --- have no problems preventing their hardest working staff from accessing basic care. Or a livable wage. So, to me - this makes them all sadistic monsters draping themselves in fake 'goodwill' and the very questionable label 'non-profit'. Because let me tell you this... some of those folks were/are making ENORMOUS PROFITS off of their starving staff's labor. I was their highly praised Accounting and HR Manager, so I should know. But employers aren't the only money grubbing sadistic monsters out there - oh no. Because right now... that's all that's been populating our TV and Movie screens - for DECADES. The predator is the preferred actor, the preferred model, the preferred director, and producer - so that the degenerates at the very tippy top of this sick pile aren't witch-hunted and burned at the stake for tearing our families, our communities, and our very lives apart. Predators are preferred, because they know how to groom victims in order to exploit so-called 'opportunities' to use their labor and energy without consent, and under much manipulation. From the President on down - us normal folks - are all staring UP at the very worst of us, the predators who feed on the most vulnerable of us. That's the only way these horrible, terrible people know how to succeed, to get ahead. By corrupting the positions of trust they were (by fate's hand) placed into. So many evil sadistic monsters placed in positions where they can easily destroy lives; good, hard working lives - at will. But karma doesn't sleep forever. And sometimes God will give a man a length of rope just to see what all he does with it. But the cold hard fact is - we see them now. No longer hidden in plain site - they stand out as unique in a caring world. We see clearly now, the underbelly of this sick society. And we know who populates it and why. Therefore, we can cure ourselves of their toxic influence, forever. The days of evil, sadistic rule has finally fallen away, and with it go the fake and phony establishments that only ever helped them. No... folks like Louis Grachos, Clara Samayoa, and the entire board of directors at SITE Santa Fe won't be allowed to continue to exploit their staff (where half are denied livable wages and health insurance). No... folks like HBO and Netflix won't be able to sell the victim stories to folks they themselves are victimizing. No... The old ways will not continue, not now, now that our young ones can so clearly see the damage these vile, sadistic monsters have done to the folks they love. Their time is ticking. Tik Tok X The incompetent coder and business owner, Elon Musk, has a sex trafficking problem on his social media platform. So, why isn't anyone talking about it? Are we all convinced all of these sex bots are free agent sex workers doing their thang - just so's we don't have to think about the humans behind the faces that are for sale? It should never have surprised me that Elon (nor his lawyer Edward Trent) don't care about my tens of thousands of impersonators or my celebrity stalker issues on Twitter, even though it revolves around some pretty hinky criminal activity. Because, I suspect, through Elon, the US Government is the largest human trafficker in zee world. Prove me wrong - I dare you. You see, Elon got X via a lot of maneuvers that did not stem from his intelligence - rather what seems like intelligence maneuvering him into a position to play the perfect puppet. All they had to do was keep MSM on fairytale emerald mines and his Mars BS. But the nitty gritty is - Elon's not that smart, and at best his kid's call him 'uncle daddy.' I mean, come on! Elon Musk is as shallow as a kiddie pool without any water. Just a bit of his drool at zee bottom. Right now how many impersonators are running around taking advantage of folks on X - and yet... Elon is never charged with protecting his users - never questioned why basic coding parameters are either never used or completely incapable of doing their job (much like Elon). Instead, the MSM and men like Joe Rogan allow him to play the brilliant incompetent. Whatever the fuck that is... Personally, I think Joe Rogan (and ignorant men with microphones just like him) actually weaponized incompetence to the level we see it used today - and then they of course spread it around like cream cheese on a hot summer day. Here's some perspective: Elon's 2 largest financial contributors are - the US Gov & an investment firm that runs a chatbot company... Conflicts of interest abound - and yet... our US Government doesn't care - because they're really behind all of it. At least a few entrenched folks - who've compartmentalized our government to the point of uselessness to anyone but the crooks who run it - are. How do I know? I know because slavery is more prevalent now than ever before, and it is precisely because NO ONE IS ASKING ELON ABOUT THOSE SEX BOTS?? But... why? Why aren't folks like Joe Rogan asking him (or anyone) the really tough questions? Such as: Why is Elon Musk so incredibly incapable of policing his own social media site with even the most basic coding? Just like no one is asking why Keanu Reeves is a 'good guy' even though all he does is promote gun violence. And they say people are woke... Honestly it's a struggle for me to try to understand how men like these are so fucking popular, given the state of things - are people really this stupid, or just extremely cruel? (Sex trafficking is not an excusable offense - and when we see the numbers of sex bots on X... how can anyone come to any other conclusion?) I tussle with this problem as if it is a spectrum. However, as I reminded myself earlier today - good and bad people are either/or. Being a good person is not on a sliding scale. It just isn't. Either you are - or you aren't. Just like Elon Musk and Every Employee of X is a bad person - for making money via the harm, suffering, and exploitation of others. There's no oops! He and they know exactly what they are doing. And so does Homeland Security, the Pentagon, and every other criminally complicit organization out there. As far as I am concerned, every bit of evidence they sat on is proof enough. It's time to clean house. It's time to end the trafficking done right out in zee open. It's time to put Good People in charge. And it's definitely time we put the bad people out to pasture with the rest of the lame cows. Yours Sincerely, Raena Exe Until our children are safe from evil people - I will not stop. It can be super terrifying standing up for yourself, fighting your corner, for your health, your safety, and your truth. It can even be dangerous. But do it anyway. Why? Because you matter. You see, I thought I didn't matter for a very long time. In fact, I had to convince my adult self I was actually up to the same standards as everyone else. I had to convince myself of this because for my entire life I have been excluded, made fun of, and taken advantage of, and I truly believed that was my only lot in life, that things would never be better for me. And over my 52-years these beliefs about myself seemed to be continually validated by the folks I let into my life (mostly out of desperate necessity). From my parents, to my husband, to my in-laws, to my employers... I was treated as the expendable commodity to be used and then thrown away when I became a nuisance. And even though standing up for myself these past few years has cost me and my son so very very much, I know I did the right thing. I know that these people who have abused me so terribly and so blatantly are right now abusing others. This kind of treatment, this kind of behavior, did not start with me. These abusers have made an entire system around the abuses that I and many others have sustained - a system that silences victims and protects abusers. You see, if I had stayed silent, if I had not spoken up, then others would no doubt be hurt and my silence would now be a contributing factor. And the abuse of others is not something I could ever stand aside and ignore. Ultimately, each of us has the right to stand up for ourselves, to tell people we deserve to be treated with respect and honesty or left entirely alone. The fact my abusers felt they have the right to lie, manipulate, and basically terrorize me to the point death seemed a better option - reminds me... I have to keep stepping up and speaking up, because this won't stop with me, and maybe won't even stop when someone is dead. The way my abusers have hidden, the way my former employer SITE Santa Fe fired me the day one started harassing them and they NEVER even warned me... Yeah... I must speak up. I have no choice. Not just for the other victims, but for me too, because we are all worth basic human decency and respect, and I could not respect myself if I did not fight for myself just as hard as I would fight for others. We are all worthy of having a voice. We all deserve to be heard. So, speak up. You matter. Your story matters. Namaste X © Raena Exe 2024 *All rights reserved. The damage charities do can no longer be overlooked or brushed under the carpet. Top-down charity has become a staple here in the US, and even abroad. Top Down Charity is where despicable folks use an outside charity to mask their true character. Often, it's a hollow gesture, one that only extends to the point of necessity in order to secure the proper look the celebrity is going for. Most celebrities will claim to be a farmer just because their parents and grandparents toiled on a farm their entire lives trying to eek out a modest living for themselves and their families, while they themselves can't do anything more than take a few uncomfortable photos with some unsuspecting animals. Still, they will proclaim - and folks who want to believe in something good will go along with it. These wealthy 'elite' claim to have personal reasons for whichever charity they use as an umbrella to hide and protect them from revealing who they really are deep down. It's as old as Rome itself, and probably older, this ploy to win the hearts and minds of folks, by being seen kissing babies and holding animals - all while working a deceitful tyranny behind the scenes. As an accountant, I was asked more than once to find ways to hide and obfuscate income. My first experience with it was at Six Pack Shortcuts in Austin, Texas, working for Daniel Rose and his business partner, I forget his name now. Several meetings were called for me to go over their various 'legal' options to keep more of their money tax free. At the time Six Pack Shortcuts was the number 1 YouTube fitness channel in the world. Charitable LLCs, as it turns out, is one of the top ways celebrities hide and shuffle money. (Just like Ashton Kutcher and Thorn - from what I understand, so far they have brought in $21 million of which $18 million went to pay staff salaries - and now their facial recognition software is being sold on the open market. Not that it ever saved trafficked kids, as they tried to tell us it did in their marketing spin.) I quit Six Pack Shortcuts shortly thereafter, as it became increasingly clear they were not going to run the business above board, even with their supplement line. Mind you, it was no small thing for me to quit, as I hadn't any money to my name at the time, and I was already feeling serious ill after-effects of my mommy-make-over (a tummy tuck and breast implant) surgery. You see, I was allergic to the implants, and had a constant infection near my umbilicus because the surgeon used metal staples even though she'd been told I was highly allergic to stainless steal and nickle. No doubt she has a charity she donates to which she thinks makes up for her incompetence. And isn't that the whole problem in a nutshell? Celebrities and other folks with power continually seek to overshadow their lack of responsibility, accountability, and integrity, by simply giving to charities - most often as loudly and as vociferously as possible. And then there are the covert narcs, like Keanu Reeves, who swears he's one of the only good guys in Hollywood, because he lets leak out his large donations to children with cancer. Yet WAY MORE kids die here in the US due to firearms than cancer - and who makes most of his money selling apathetic violence and justified white male rage??? Keanu Reeves. Gaslighting is when folks repeat over and over how much a hero Mr. Reeves is - all while he is actively exploiting the very worst of our society, actively putting more and more people in danger. His silence on gun violence - while feeding well documented money to children with cancer - - is gaslighting. And it is disgusting. (The fact we need charities to cover children with cancer - while we send trillions overseas to help kill even more people - is another topic all together, and one I will no doubt get to soon.) The fact is, under today's oligarchy rule, We The People have given all of our power away to despicable folks who use desperate OR despicable charities to present to the populous an image that is at least some-what tolerable. I mean... really... is there a single male actor, director, or producer who knows how to tell a story without violence? Without white male rage? Diddy hid in plain sight, forgiven a thousand blatant slip-ups, because charities allowed him to hide his true nature. To obscure his true intent. By allowing a person who has done nothing of actual merit to use the desperation of other folks to further their careers we are telling EVERYONE that our morals are for sale. The truth is, Keanu Reeves has contributed to the apathetic violence that has taken over our society, taken over everyone's conditioned programming, way more than he has contributed to saving kids from cancer. The cancer on our society is men like Keanu, who use trickery, gaslighting, and silence to kill as many dreams and hopes as possible. Guns don't kill kids, it's the isolation, the mental conditioning, the lack of belonging in a society that is chock full of rageful, angry, viscous millionaire men. Other celebrities are equally guilty, as they push their intoxicants down all of their fans' throats. Every single celebrity has their own liquor brand now, because they are all complicit in the intentional exploitation and downfall of our society. While good people struggle to keep their kids sober in a society that constantly tells them the only way to have fun is by imbibing, the folks we pay to entertain us are working diligently against us, trying their best to indoctrinate our kids into a society where morals don't matter, that the only thing that matters is the constant up-selling and subsequent profiting from ruining lives. Hollywood has not been a free market since before the 50s, it is controlled by a small handful of folks who decided long ago what kinds of people get promoted, what kinds of stories get told. Hollywood is a tool of indoctrination and conditioning and little else. And we have all stood by and clapped. Because of the thousands of voices telling us 'But... they give to kids with cancer'. When you step back from it - after a bit - after your eyes refocus - it's plain as day. Right there in your face. Their actions don't match their words. My alcoholic ex-husband used to love to use the cliche "The road to hell is paved with good intentions" as a way to get out of acting right in the first place. To his mind he was gonna go to hell no matter what, so he might as well earn his passage there. Personally, I just think he's evil. (Evil = willing to harm others for personal gain. Just like the hero nurse in Knives Out, BWT) However, I see there is some truth to what he was saying, now... now that I've been exposed to the actual actions these so-called celebrities make. You see... charities that allow horrendous people to hide behind them (while possibly mostly motivated by good intentions) are actively paving their own road to hell. Not because some deity will condemn them. Rather, because the more this type of cover up is normalized, the more it is a common thing, the fewer decent, moral, upstanding folks will exist in the world. Eventually this behavior would lead us all to hell. And I think we can all see it now... with Diddy... and all of his accomplices. How he bathed in the light of charity all while openly destroying people's lives. Are the charities to blame? Yeah. They are. And we all need to make sure they know it. by Exe Isn't infinity grand? Can you feel it? That sudden shift in Earth's axis? Oh, how it feels like a roller coaster ride. Inside. Always on zee inside, like a million dancing butterflies in my tummy. We spin, out around the center of the galaxy, our axial tilt finally risen above the horizon, finally... SPRING has sprung! Warm is the wind of enlightenment, soon our brothers will return. Returning now are the shepherds to guide them, for only the strongest can usher everyone home. Soon is the time of the reckoning, soon we will all feel God's warm embrace. Take with you your miracles, build them one three five and always true. We can take only that which our human heart holds, for only its treasures can change the landscape of eternity. Where any luggage is far too much to hold. You write the script of what comes next, like David against His Goliath. Destiny is always bought with a price that you always get to set. So rise. Rise. Rise like you will live eternity in the blink of a human eye. It's your story that matters, you the slayer of demons and dragons and unholy beasts. Only write it in a language that remembers the brothers and sisters who have fallen... for their hearts are with you now. Only what their hearts could hold is with you now. Oh Daniel, oh David, oh Joan of Arc - you're prayers are ones only you can answer. So be brave. Be the bravest you've ever been. For strength is in Our survival. A SINGLE TRUTH COULD SAVE A MILLION LIVES. So be brave. Be the bravest you've ever been. In Gratitude 4:14 pm 9/19/2024 Raena Exe, The Storyteller |
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